so, so, so, fucking nauseous today... after a 'sleep' that felt like I was coming down from a bad trip (I don't think I ever had a good one?), it took until 3PM to open both eyes and even then I'd contest that I was actually awake... after yesterdays almost euphoric feelings and the most productive activity from me in the last week, today was quite the opposite and back to how its been in the days leading up to the infusion... as well as the physical discomfort, my mind was busy with bullshit... anger, frustration, pity, conversations with friends in my head fuelled by complete destruction... maybe I just need to shed those people from my life? or maybe I just need to wait until I'm feeling a little more positive before I respond...
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